So, so what?

Yes
I am not perfect

I am not who you want me to be
I love what i do
I do what i love

Mistakes
I have done
MANY
Some are good
Some are bad
Some i regret
Some i don't

But i am only human
Imperfection is my middle say

I am nobody to tell you what to do or not
What is wrong or right in your life


People
come and go
in life
Just like the waves on the sea
that hit the strongly standing rocks and hills
Just like us
They may be the ones that wash the dirt of your feet
Or those that flush away the mini sand castles that took you hours to build

Everyone is different to everyone else
What makes you and me stand out amongst everyone?

Just know that
Nobody is perfect

Everyone has something their hoping for
One day,
they might just find it

One day,
You're going to sit back and reminisce your past

I hope that you're in my good past
And i'm in yours'

I am not perfect
So are you
=)

Just another

It was 16th April 44mins ago

I'm tired but i have a feeling lying on my bed trying to sleep again
will not make me fall asleep
Been suffering this for a few days now

16th April was the day of my second performance
This time it was for a Leo Club event
My high school friends were there to watch me screw up =/

I'm into break dancing lately
Some breakdancers could not make it for the performance
Therefore, i was a last minute participant

The day before, Friday
I was told about performing the dance
So there i go,
getting all hyped up and started practicing for the next day
(it was about 8p.m)
So ya, i did not have much time to practice

This is what i gained during that outburst of practice:
My elbow
Right knee

Left knee
And right arm

Also,
I sprained my shoulder (which was weak from sprains before) that night
This is the third and most painful time
Could not sleep with it

The next morning (16th)
It was so sore i could not even lift it up
Hard enough i had to use one hand to manage a manual car

No complains though
I did not really care about the sprain
Just the performance

During rehearsals before the show i almost cried of the pain at one point
But what my friend said was true
I can't feel any pain on stage
in front of the audience
I did a lot of warm up on that shoulder
A lot
Maybe that is why
LOL

Anyways,
I know i messed up my part
After all the support and encouragement from my friends (dance family)
I'm brave enough to accept the mistakes now and improve
All i'm longing for is the video to be posted up
to see what crap i look like on stage
=P

3 things i realised when i woke up this,erm
..
Afternoon :
1. I seriously need to add pictures and videos in my blog or i'll be the only reader here
2. My night and day time and proper eating time is totally messed up
3. I'M SO UNFIT!

I just came back from basketball bout 15mins ago
Which is why i'm so frustrated now because it was kinda bright on the court side,
so i decided to go
Jogged there.
Usually my jogging capability would be 30-45mins non-stop
But it was only a jog to the park -.-
not even 5mins i suppose
and i was panting like mad!

I seriously need to have a change of daily routine

So ya,
i was there until bout 10mins?
And it started raining.
Now, guess what?
Rain stop!
Buggar!

I guess i'll just dance?

UGH
No
I cannot do that!
I need to get back my basketball touch!
Told SuEan to give me a week time!

BLARDY CRAP!
Judging by the way i missed the ball just now
1 week is not enough

If i go to the court now again,
I might be playing until quite late which
must not happen because i have to sweep and mop the floor
Which is usually not a problem
Only that tonight we are going out for dinner
So, time is kinda limited

*screams in heart*
*closes eyes, shakes head*
*open eyes*

Fine.
Dance it is then.

Note To Self

Download Love & Basketball. Youtube sucks for that. =/

Watch:
1. Notting Hill Sweetest Movie
2. Prince and me
3. The Proposal
4. The Wedding Date
5. Head Over Heels
6. A Guy Thing
7. White Chicks
8. 50 1st Dates
9. The Nanny Diaries

Speaking of movies..where is my 'A Walk to Remember' cd??

Wooootsssss

Finally the internet line is back! After say..2 weeks? Felt like a month though -.-

Let's see, latest updates:

Well, it is the second week?? Of holidays =D
I have been doing what i planned to do after my exams.

Dance, perform, help out with house chores, shop for my room, clean and arranged my room, L4D..
What else...
Cooking and baking for family and get job and basketball?

Hmm...cooking and baking, soon. But job? Soon (i guess). Basketball? I'm really sorry bballer friends. I have the time, but no ball to train back. If only someone, anyone could understand my needs =(

Today is 6th of April, tomorrow is 7th, and it is our performing day. Our coach, Vida went for her Industrial training =( Hopefully, we will not let her down for all her hard work!

OMG OMG! One thing i wanted to say before it slip my mind : I cant believe the radio station would play that song "Friday" by Rebecca Black =/ Pfft..seriously...

Geeez...

There's so many things i want to say, there is too much actually, that i cannot think of a proper way to put it.

Another one, i was damn pissed off at the service provided by my UNIVERSITY! So i got a new address right, and i purposely went to Uni to inform the management so they can update my profile. What they did, 'tell' me to go back and bloody print a form, fill it up and give back to the office. WTH! I was there, right in front of them with their bloody computers! Why can't they just edit it there and then! Blardy money suckers! And i heard June they are actually charging for parking. Might as well pay toll in the corridor -.- GTH

Oh yeah, my new room, with the new furniture and tidiness. Super! I love it! Love my friends, Andrew and Yinying for helping me and accompanying me to accomplish it.

*Thinking of what to wear for stage tomorrow*

I want to go for a vacation! Australia maybe. Don't mind going alone, but still would want a company though, close friend or relative, would be awesome. And visit my cousins there, how much i miss them. I don't know..should i go for it? Should take into consideration the weather there as well. My dad says winter is in June. I so want to go then, but class would be starting not long after that. Dilemma dilemma!

Alright, i'll stop here for now. Cant stop thinking bout tomorrow. Nervous much? It's not like u never been on a stage before Chia! U can do it!

Woo! Nitez =D