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So i have decided to go and enjoy this drinking outting arranged by my friends on April 6th. This celesbration is for my own good, after all the no many days of no-sleeps and all the humilaition from arguing in public as well as a recovery for my emotional stress.

I don't care if someone spoils my fun. I'm gonna get drunk myself, wont even notice if i'm having fun or not. I jus wanna!

I don't care if you are going or not. Your attention is not with me, and I won't force you. Let's just go with the flow aite, Silvermare?

Let's just see what happens then.

Lastly, Stop. Treating. Me. Like. This.
I don't know how long more i can take it.

Come at me bro!

I really hate it when i'm walking into a room and there's this freaking awkward silence and the people around are just trying to hide the many faces that they have. I'm not saying i don't have many faces, it's just sometimes it really pisses me off that i don't even know what i'm doing wrong, what i've done, or what i didn't even do, and you're giving me the 'go to hell','get outta my face' look. And i'm just standing there like..

"WTF!"

We are friends, come on, we're family. If there's anything just say it to me. I say things to you, when i feel unhappy bout something that you did. You can't take it, does not mean i can't. How long do you want this to go on forever? Seriously man.

Please. Just.

One more thing, well this has nothing to do with anger, I just don't like people judging me on what songs i'm listening to and what i'm not listening to. I'm a total rojak, I listen to anything that i like or any recommendations. I don't judge you, you don't judge me, fair enough k? Sometimes there are songs I like way before you even find out about it.

Stop it with the backstabbing. It's sickening. And i mean EVERYBODY, including myself. For those who don't even know me, you don't even have the right reasons to judge me at all. And if anyone of you terasa, yeah, it means you too.

In Denial

Refer to my secret blog. Oh wait, you can't! Too bad =)

Self realization

I

realise

how

much

I've

changed

when

I

stop

hurting

myself

everytime

I

get

mad.

When i see your smile..

I shall just let that thought subside.
No point arguing back, everyone has their opinions.
However i foresee a long term of condsideration to say it out, which will have a negative impact on my concentration in College.
Aiya, let's just leave it at that. The conversation is over.

*The title has nothing to do with the content of the post, I just needed a title*

2 weeks in France

Honestly..it's not enough. There are still so many places to visit.

But overall, the trip was awesome with awesome friends of mine. We drank, we laughed, we cried and we walked, walked and walked! That's a whole lotta walking.

I am already missing the weather and the public transport there. Way, way better than Malaysia.
The extreme difference of weather from cold to hot got me sick now =/

I took like so many pictures of the beautiful country, even so i'm not gonna upload everything here, there is like 700++ of them.

Maybe just the main ones.

Some of the buildings

An art museum in ToulouseSome random square

The Eiffel Tower

A church in Gaillac

Just a street

Some view

And of course, we visited a vineyardThe Carcassone Castle
The Museum of Torture
Then, in Paris again
Champs Elysees

L'acr de Triomphe
The Louvre Museum
The Notre Dame
The Food and Boosts
=(
Because of the walking and shaking and moving
This is how it should looks like

And lastly, the souvernirs
I sapu two bowls of this when i got home