Post Exam Activities

I have not been updating my blog due to resons like:
1. Exam
2. Move to new house
3. Extra activities

Right now, i just finished my BM oral shit, crap exam. As i said, it is shitty and crappy so not going to elaborate on that. I'm actually in the comp lab doing some 'research' (in apostrophe because if i am, there will not be any new post here). I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. IT is my Finals for peace sake, i am not even trying. Honestly! WTF man. And since the move, there is no internet access from home, which gives me another darn excuse to not try at all.

Today is my second day sleeping in my new house, new room. And the gate was jammed already. Came late for exam today. Everything is happening at the wrong time. I'm suddenly active in the co-curriculum during finals. But it is worth it though.

After my exam:
1. Clean, clear, arrange my new room
2. Help to clean the house
3. Shop for furnitures for my room, (if applicable/a full body length mirror if possible)
4. Dance like crazy in my new spacious house
5. Try to make it to as many performance as possible
6. Badminton with my friends that i adore so much!
7. Yam cha with my long lost friends
8. Bake and cook for my family in the new kitchen
9. Work (if applicable)
10. OMG! Almost forgotten BASKETBALL!
11. AND flaring with Nigel, I miss Little Glow =(
12. LASTLY, LEFT FOUR DEAD! Elis misses me, and i miss him just as much...

So far, this is what i can think of.

I love dancing, love my family, love music, love my friends, this is forever (",)/"

3 more days of confused, boring, tension, stressed-up-dunno-how-what days

Ying & Yang

Usually i would know how my days would go. For instance, if something bad happened, i would expect my whole day to be about that level, of bad-ness. It is the feeling that you would somehow know with your six senses.

Today, was a very weird day for me. Good and bad things happened at the same time. I'm afraid to know how the rest of my days would go.

I lost my TIS soft copy lately, which is vital fro my final exam presentation. Worried, i contacted my instructor and seek advice, he told me to ask from the exam center and also he said that it is UNLIKELY that they would hand to me the original copy. But, they did! =D So i went to photostat and now i can continue doing my presentation.

After that, i went to an empty class to 'study'. It was quite productive for the first few hours until some juniors barged in to share the room with me. They were preparing for their French oral. CCB, PDM! INCONSIDERATE PEOPLE! DAMN FREAKING NOISY! Was quite pissed so i decided to go home. "GOOD LUCK" in exam jerks!

And finally, i decided to treat my sisters some snacks since i kinda sparked the desire in them to snack. LOL. After i bought, there i go, on my way to the car park and... *CRACK*..there goes my ankle. For no reason, it sprained on me. -.- Normally, i'll get it during sports, like basketball. But...I was walking -.-

And yeah..so, i'm afraid to know how the rest of my day would turn out to be.

Toodles (",)/"

Agony

I was a few secs too late! SHIT

Well well, where do i start?

I have been attending the dance classes in my college. 1st was contemp dance and girl hip hop, i was not really into it so i just watched them practice. Then, Tuesday was beginner's hip hop and intermediate. I must say, all along i have been dancing freestyle without choreographs or moves or counts. It's really hard for me to cope. But the whole class was worth it, the dance instructors were really professional and supportive! I hope to be welcomed in their crew soon though. They are really nice and talented people. Which is what i kinda lack of. LOL

When someone is interested in another, the natural thing to do is stalk (since FB is site for it), next is talk. What happens when you missed that one chance of conversation that you think you can't get back in millions of years?? SCREAM!! ( in your heart of course), not if you're in the house of family whom are sleeping in the middle of the night ><

But on the hand, that person do not know a single bit about the other person. This will prevent him or her to rush things and get too close to find out that the he or she is not available, which will in turn prevent another broken heart. However, if the other party was interested in the him or her in the first place, it is yet another drama. That person might lose out a chance with the him or her he or she is interested in, which might be the next best thing.

Critical thinking questions:
1. Is it a good thing or bad thing?
2. Should the person continue trying to get his or her attention?
3. Should the person move on with life thinking there is another one out there?

A vow

I saw it, everything. Your lies and cheats.

This is the last time, I PROMISE TO MYSELF, that i'm ever, crying over a human being!

Hope you're happy, doing what you're doing.

Meaningless to you, but not to me

3 more weeks left.

And then we go our separate ways, for 3-4 months. Wonder what will happen to all of you.

Are we still going to contact each other? (like really contact and hang out, FB don't count) I really don't know. But, i honestly fear that we will not.

I can already feel a gap there. Tell me if i'm wrong, tell me if i'm thinking too much. But this friendship haven't really started huh. I'm still not in that zone yet, right?

I don't know man..am i making this too obvious? Nobody reads my blog anyways, so what if it's obvious or not. I just hope we will at least acknowledge each other after the sem break.

There is really not anybody in this world you can rely on.