Sigh.

Today is the last day of exam, which marks the start of a month holiday. But how much fun can i have? According to estimations that i learn from a useless lecturer. Let's see:

Dissertation - 30%
No vacations - 20%
Time used to stress about Dissertation - 10%
Needs to save money - 15%
House chores - 10%

There goes my, 85% of fun during this holiday.

I'm not going to post emo stuff on FB, to avoid being a laughing stock, again.
Nor am i going to take it out on twitter, to avoid, public and general nuisance.
Dear blog, you are all i have now. =(
I have so much negativity going on in my mind right now, but there are no one available i can go to.
Come to think of it, I have not really changed my inner self since last time. Always thought i have..since i'm more sociable and treating people with a smile and more patience and all. My mind is still the same. Full of anger, frustration, temper, grudge.

I don't know why i boast about you so much, maybe because you're so perfect and i'm not =/
It's just depressing how............
But this is life, i just hope someone will like me for who i am and make me the first choice.